Life

I'm feeling pretty good about life lately.

It feels like everything is going to be ok.

Most days. Don't get me wrong, there are still bad days.

But overall, life feels good again.

I have amazing kids.

They drive me absolutely insane more days than not.

But they are amazing, and they are my reason to live.

I have an incredible boyfriend, who accepts me the way I am, with all the 'baggage' I have, and is everything I need him to be.

I have a few close friends who are there for me no matter what the situation, and I am glad to be there for them.

I have my mom, who supports me in more ways than one, and is one of my best friends.

I have a great family, lots of people who love me and my kids.

I've been spending more time on 'Bonnie'. Still not enough, but more than before, I am focusing on myself once in a while.

I feel like I'm finding myself again.

I've been buried for a long time, beneath a million tons of everyone else and who they are and what they need and the part I played in their lives.

But I'm digging myself out, a little at a time.

And Bonnie feels like smiling a LOT more lately :o)