a dream

i had a dream several nights ago that i keep forgetting to write about when i sit down to blog. i dont remember much. it was about anthony. he hugged me. i realized i was dreaming, and then i realized that i actually FELT the hug, and i woke up. i felt it. i physically felt him hug me. it scared me at the moment but im crying as i write this. i know it sounds too strange. but i physically felt it. the pressure on my skin. the warmth from his. i felt it. i dont know what that means, if anything. i dont know if im going insane. but i know i physically felt something that happened in a dream.